Abu Baby
Migrant laborers and migrants in labor
Abu Baby
photos from dad's camera
that's just a small selection... i liked these.
missing someone close to you who has recently passed away
feels like working on a really difficult math problem. You feel totally preoccupied with it, yet you look for distraction and really welcome all the warmth and love of other people that converge to support and share and celebrate a great life. At that level you can laugh and talk but meanwhile your brain is working away at a lower level, trying and figure out the problem. Every now and then, you realize there's no solution to the problem no matter how many times you run through the whole equation, all the last details and moments. But that realization doesn't always surface as grief. Then because your brain is working at these different levels on really tough stuff, you feel really tired of people and welcome being alone so you can think better, The way I act now reminds me of how dad often was, and I wonder if it was his brain trying to figure out the absence of his family. We grew up more than a decade after the suicide of his closest little sister, plane crash with his parents and brother's family, then car crash with his first wife, and but maybe it takes that long for things like that, a whole lifetime of working on problems without solutions, puttering around for answers.
Just thinking about this process. I downloaded all of the photos on dad's computer from the past 2+ years tonight. He was terrible about looking backward; preferred never to look at a picture he had taken. There are some good ones, and I'll post a few of them here tomorrow.
Just thinking about this process. I downloaded all of the photos on dad's computer from the past 2+ years tonight. He was terrible about looking backward; preferred never to look at a picture he had taken. There are some good ones, and I'll post a few of them here tomorrow.
My Dad
In May, my family learned that my dad had pancreatic cancer. John and I decided right away to move back to America. We came home for a ten day visit in late May and early June, then went back to Abu Dhabi to pack up our house and lives and bring them back home.
Iola and I have been in California since July 15th, spending time, cooking, going for walks and playing with grandparents. Dad decided against surgery, instead following alternative treatments with all the rigor of his normal way of being, investigating every healthy avenue, buying hundreds of books, getting google updates daily, talking with experts in Chinese medicine, acupuncture, Gerson therapy, and admitting himself to the San Diego Clinic in Tijuana for their 8-week treatment schedule.
He died Wednesday morning, the 24th of August. It seems too soon, just four months after hearing the first news. This last Sunday evening we all had dinner together -- John has been here, working from California for the past three weeks -- and went for a walk when the day cooled down. My dad and John swung iola between them. Mom wasn't feeling well so the tables were turned, with dad bringing her water and researching cures for her on the internet. He was rakishly disheveled all day (we wondered, does mom usually comb his hair?), made a joke about how terrible the vegetable juice that Julia made for him tasted, decided not to take his pills, looking at them thoughtfully and saying "I don't see the point," which sounded ominous, but then in the next breath observed that his insulin requirements had gone down by a factor of ten, from 30 to 3 doses, and that must mean his pancreas function was improving. He was always optimistic and resilient.
He had a couple of seizures that night, though we didn't know that's what they were. The first one was at 3am, when he got up with mom to get a glass of water and then collapsed on the floor. John, mom and I helped him get up and back in bed. It seemed to me like maybe he'd been sleepwalking, and was still asleep, only drowsily pulling himself out of it to answer our questions. That was how I rationalized it. At 6am there was another one in bed, but by the time I got to his side he was snoring innocently. The third was during his morning routine on Monday at about 9am. We couldn't get him up and called 911. He was unresponsive, so the paramedics brought him to the hospital, but I still was only vaguely worried; he just seemed incredibly sleepy. I couldn't figure out what to do with iola, but Adriana pulled me along to her friend's house and the kids played there. I was fuzzily thinking I could get some errands done, but once alone in the car I called Julia, who had already gotten to the emergency ward, and her voice sounded funny and she hung up mid-sentence, which cleared my mind. I sped to the hospital. Dad seemed to be still asleep, under layers of consciousness, but mom said that he answered his name and birthday when the nurses asked him. That was the last he spoke, though there were tiny gestures and expressions throughout the next two days. Julia and mom told me the results of the CT scan: a tumor mass near his brain stem, and hemorrhaging. I called Adriana and she left the girls too, and came immediately, followed by Sande Marshall. Dad was given medication for anxiety, seizures, and pain. He was moved to a different ward with a bigger room, and from then on it was never empty. The nurses let us bring the babies in, and those babies don't know how to be sad. I think they cheered him up. Pete, Jon and my John came when they weren't working. Dad's sister Sue came Monday night, and stayed overnight at Barry and Janet's studio. Patrice and Kurt also came that night and stayed at a hotel. John slept in the hospital when mom needed a break. My brother David Platford and his mother Nancy came in the morning, and David stayed on while Nancy went back to the Bay Area. On Tuesday our cousin Sam Dakin arrived, and Nina Moore also stopped by.
In the afternoon on Tuesday, Dad was brought home in a medical taxi and slept in his bed with everyone around, coming in and out of the room, iola and Gwennie playing, Julia Landis reading to him (Outliers), my brother David Platford also there. Their good friends and neighbors Barry and Janet visited. My sister Julia figured out a rotation schedule to give him medication every 1.5 hours. I had the 12:15am and 1:45am shifts. I went to bed with iola at 9pm and then woke at midnight and stayed awake till 2am, feeling like he was just hovering at the edge of life, his breath deep and rattling.
Adriana came in at 7am for her shift, and was concerned at the sound of his breath. I felt relieved to hear that he was still breathing, and went back to sleep. At about quarter to nine iola started stirring, so I got up with her and was being sort of slow when John said "Rose, you need to get in there now." We rushed in and Dad was still. Mom was already there. We stayed with him, and for about ten minutes I could have sworn I saw tiny tiny movements of breath, but I was hallucinating, because even now when I go in to see him, two days later, and stare at his chest, I can see him breathing.
We cried and took a deep breath and went outside. We were all quiet but also I felt a sense of relief; the last few days had been so full of empathy for him going through this biggest trial of his life. Is he scared? In pain? Is he thirsty? Should I not drink this in front of him? Did he hear me say that? Does he need to go to the bathroom? When the answer was may well have been yes, yes, yep, yes, yes, yes. And so the fact of missing him hasn't sunk in, quite, because I am still feeling the weight of pain and fear lift away. In this way, again, it reminds me of childbirth.
We'd been trying to figure out a way to bury Dad at Leonard Lake, and had enlisted the help of a local lawyer and a county supervisor to figure it out. In the end, it would have taken about two months of bureaucratic leg work or else more renegade spirit than we had. The county supervisor "guaranteed" that we would not be prosecuted: "First of all, they will never know, secondly they won't care" is what he said -- the kind of thing that makes me love Mendocino county. The lawyer also encouraged us to go ahead and do it, saying we only needed to somehow trick the doctor into signing the death certificate and giving it directly to us, instead of to the mortuary. Mortuaries really have a monopoly on the process, though I'm not complaining, in general.
Meanwhile, my dad's little sister Mira was on her way from India. She was waiting for her plane when dad took his last breath, and it seemed like the right thing to do to keep his body at home for her to say goodbye in person. So I called a company in Sonoma called Final Passages that helps with home funerals. The woman was matter-of-fact and helpful, though I can barely remember the call; it was in that first hour after dad's death. She said she would call me back in two hours and that in the meantime I should clean the body, anoint with essential oils, buy 30 pounds of dry ice in slabs 1.5 inches thick, dress him, light candles, arrange flowers, have pictures. So that is what we did. We used eucalyptus oil to remind him of the Presidio and we arranged his study to be the funeral room, so that he would be near his books: The Rise of the Fourth Reich, the Secret History of American Empire, The Power of Magic, America's Secret Establishment on one side and then a huge stack of computer operating manuals on another, with books on health above that. He seemed comfortable there, and, like I said before, I still think he is breathing. Though iola knows better: this morning she asked "where's Grampy?" so I took her in to see him and she looked at his face, then said matter-of-factly: "Grampy not there." Wherever he is, it is close to our hearts.
Mira is here now, sleeping in the sun room. She has said goodbye to her brother. Dad's body will be picked up tomorrow and cremated, and we will bury the ashes at Leonard Lake at Thanksgiving, in an urn made by Adriana.
rose-tinted glasses
just thinking, in the middle of everything -- selling cars, furniture, saying goodbyes, parenting iola, writing -- about this: it's not BP's fault. Is it? If I were driving a car, while doing my job -- admittedly not a progressive job, and admittedly I should have been riding a bicycle -- and it exploded, killing my beloved passengers and innocent bystanders for miles around I would yes feel guilty and sad for the rest of my life but, no, it would not have been my fault. Previous to this, BP was considered to be foremost in the field (ok, an ugly field, but we all -- literally -- drive it) for corporate social and environmental responsibility. They are committing $20 million dollars to the clean-up, that is 10 times the amount Exxon paid for Valdez, without the slightest hesitation. I think maybe they should still be considered pretty responsible.
Humanity has an enormous problem on its hands. Not just this spill, not just the health of the entire oceans' ecosystems, not just climate change; it's all related. And I think we can tackle it. We're too kind and smart to not be able to.
Humanity has an enormous problem on its hands. Not just this spill, not just the health of the entire oceans' ecosystems, not just climate change; it's all related. And I think we can tackle it. We're too kind and smart to not be able to.
I was minding my own business
Driving along from one appointment to another -- why didn't the South African like that nice bright one-bedroom? -- I took a wrong turn, or actually forgot to take the right turn. This was in Khalifa City A today, about 2pm. Khalifa City isn't really like a city, it's like a bunch of big boxes, some gaudier than others, and tall walls around them, and long stretches of empty sandy road in between. It was really windy and the sand was blowing. I was early for my meeting, and wasn't sure how to spend the next hour, and had almost decided to go find the Sas Al Nakhl compound so that I would be able to find it tomorrow with my client. But coming up on the right side of the road was this kid flagging down cars. There's not a whole lot of traffic out there, and almost no one with a mind to pick up hitchikers, till I came along. He may have been there for hours, kilometers from the town "center," miles from nowhere. I rolled down the passenger window and asked where he was going. "Sister!" He started babbling in a mix of arabic and hindi about Mohamed Bin Zayed City, his driver, his work. I said, "ok, I'm going to MBZ, get in."
Now MBZ is another half finished "city" with long stretches of empty road, and it's about 15 miles from Khalifa City, and neither of us really knew the way. We made it to MBZ ok, but once there drove around and around, consulting with laborers by the side of the road about how to get to someplace called ICAD, by the MPCC. We finally found it, I dropped him off, and then headed back to Khalifa City and my next meeting. The whole thing took an hour.
But that's not the main thing. The main thing is a reflection on helplessness. I've noticed before and again today that when I'm around really helpless people I start to feel this creepy mean feeling. It's like their weakness calls forth some sort of darth vader gruffness. This young man, a 20 year old kid, left his home in Bangladesh four years ago to make a life in the UAE. He earns 400 dirhams per month ($108). That's not enough to pay for his visa, himself, and still send money home, so he carries a debt. It is hard to be dignified in these circumstances. He has crabs, and couldn't help from scratching. He had all the body language of an abused animal, a whining muttering voice, skittering eye contact, and after ten minutes in the car together he asked for money and mentioned that he has never been in love, while looking at my chest. Three blatantly inappropriate things to do while accepting a favor from a stranger. In the next ten minutes he mentioned that his life has been wasted. Meanwhile I was impatient with driving him around. He couldn't read the signs, so when I would point and say, "which way?" he just looked confused. He could feel my resentment and started talking about how he was bothering me, causing me all this trouble, and then praise my good character, and that annoyed me more. "It's nothing," I said trying to be gentle, to let go of stupid darth vader. I didn't want to encourage conversation, and I was glad to say goodbye. I couldn't shake his hand fast enough! Now in the retrospective of things, I wish I'd given him some money for his visa debt, and I'm glad I picked him up. Who knows how long, or how much of his 400 dirhams, he would have had to spend to get home.
Anyway, this is part of a pattern. I started to feel this way with our Cameroonian neighbors, the ones who lived in our basement for free for six months. They were so desperate, and so alone, and it annoyed me. Annoyed me! I'm ashamed of it. Or really clingy people that need more than anything to be loved, but it's such a burden to feel that need; I want nothing more than to surreptitiously push them away.
What a jerk I am. I never felt that -- what is it, compassion fatigue of some sort -- with iola, and no one has been more helpless or needy in my life. But it's completely different. She's so bossy. She doesn't whine for love -- she rages for it. Expects, demands, commands it. I hope she'll have a deep well of compassion to go with all that power... she'll need it. There's a lot of hunger, debt and loneliness out there.
Now MBZ is another half finished "city" with long stretches of empty road, and it's about 15 miles from Khalifa City, and neither of us really knew the way. We made it to MBZ ok, but once there drove around and around, consulting with laborers by the side of the road about how to get to someplace called ICAD, by the MPCC. We finally found it, I dropped him off, and then headed back to Khalifa City and my next meeting. The whole thing took an hour.
But that's not the main thing. The main thing is a reflection on helplessness. I've noticed before and again today that when I'm around really helpless people I start to feel this creepy mean feeling. It's like their weakness calls forth some sort of darth vader gruffness. This young man, a 20 year old kid, left his home in Bangladesh four years ago to make a life in the UAE. He earns 400 dirhams per month ($108). That's not enough to pay for his visa, himself, and still send money home, so he carries a debt. It is hard to be dignified in these circumstances. He has crabs, and couldn't help from scratching. He had all the body language of an abused animal, a whining muttering voice, skittering eye contact, and after ten minutes in the car together he asked for money and mentioned that he has never been in love, while looking at my chest. Three blatantly inappropriate things to do while accepting a favor from a stranger. In the next ten minutes he mentioned that his life has been wasted. Meanwhile I was impatient with driving him around. He couldn't read the signs, so when I would point and say, "which way?" he just looked confused. He could feel my resentment and started talking about how he was bothering me, causing me all this trouble, and then praise my good character, and that annoyed me more. "It's nothing," I said trying to be gentle, to let go of stupid darth vader. I didn't want to encourage conversation, and I was glad to say goodbye. I couldn't shake his hand fast enough! Now in the retrospective of things, I wish I'd given him some money for his visa debt, and I'm glad I picked him up. Who knows how long, or how much of his 400 dirhams, he would have had to spend to get home.
Anyway, this is part of a pattern. I started to feel this way with our Cameroonian neighbors, the ones who lived in our basement for free for six months. They were so desperate, and so alone, and it annoyed me. Annoyed me! I'm ashamed of it. Or really clingy people that need more than anything to be loved, but it's such a burden to feel that need; I want nothing more than to surreptitiously push them away.
What a jerk I am. I never felt that -- what is it, compassion fatigue of some sort -- with iola, and no one has been more helpless or needy in my life. But it's completely different. She's so bossy. She doesn't whine for love -- she rages for it. Expects, demands, commands it. I hope she'll have a deep well of compassion to go with all that power... she'll need it. There's a lot of hunger, debt and loneliness out there.
it's 5am in abu dhabi
but I just wanted to record the day of contrasts yesterday. Going around to villas with pools with an investment advisor for Mubadla, a Lebanese guy with a housing budget of Dhs. 300,000 per year (USD 81k) in the morning, and then meeting a construction engineer looking for an apartment to share with four families, squeezing 24 people into 4 bedrooms in the evening. And this was skilled labor -- engineers and contractors working on Reem Island. Rental prices are coming down fast, but it's still ridiculous.
My job is tiring. I've never worked so hard in my life since I had a newborn. I was warned against frustrating "time-wasters" and figured my colleagues meant people like me -- slow to decide on a place to live -- but actually they meant the guy I was supposed to meet today. Called me at noon looking for a villa in Khalifa City. I said I could meet him in an hour. Went to our designated meeting spot, the police station, and he said he was two minutes away. Called back and said he was there, at the police station. Where? Because I didn't see him in the parking lot. Said he would call back. Ten mins later he called and said he was at Ittihad Bank, couldn't find the police station. I said I would meet him at Ittihad. Went there, called. Said he was two minutes away. Waited ten minutes, called back. Said he had to get back to work and didn't have time to meet. I took a deep breath. Drove half an hour back to Abu Dhabi.
This is only interesting to me... the detailed narrative of minor frustrations.
Iola spent all evening painting watercolors. We are going to do an art project together soon. John is finishing his wayfinding piece, which will be in print on Friday after nearly two years of reporting.
We are buying another car, so John can pick up iola when I have to work late or early. The process has not been so terrible. A little 2003 VW Polo from a friend who is moving to DC. Tomorrow, insha'allah, we will be a two car family, or maybe three if you count the one Brooke is babysitting for us in Santa Cruz. It's a day I vowed would never come, but here I am longing for it. I might even be able to think about nursery school and a new era of parent equality.
My job is tiring. I've never worked so hard in my life since I had a newborn. I was warned against frustrating "time-wasters" and figured my colleagues meant people like me -- slow to decide on a place to live -- but actually they meant the guy I was supposed to meet today. Called me at noon looking for a villa in Khalifa City. I said I could meet him in an hour. Went to our designated meeting spot, the police station, and he said he was two minutes away. Called back and said he was there, at the police station. Where? Because I didn't see him in the parking lot. Said he would call back. Ten mins later he called and said he was at Ittihad Bank, couldn't find the police station. I said I would meet him at Ittihad. Went there, called. Said he was two minutes away. Waited ten minutes, called back. Said he had to get back to work and didn't have time to meet. I took a deep breath. Drove half an hour back to Abu Dhabi.
This is only interesting to me... the detailed narrative of minor frustrations.
Iola spent all evening painting watercolors. We are going to do an art project together soon. John is finishing his wayfinding piece, which will be in print on Friday after nearly two years of reporting.
We are buying another car, so John can pick up iola when I have to work late or early. The process has not been so terrible. A little 2003 VW Polo from a friend who is moving to DC. Tomorrow, insha'allah, we will be a two car family, or maybe three if you count the one Brooke is babysitting for us in Santa Cruz. It's a day I vowed would never come, but here I am longing for it. I might even be able to think about nursery school and a new era of parent equality.
beach and god
Last night, while standing next to my naked almost-two year old playing on the beach at the edge of the Persian Gulf, a six year old named Jenna -- Heaven -- approached me to give pointers on Islam and parenting. She was followed adventurously by a little brother, Mohammed.
"Are you Muslim?" Jenna asked and without waiting for an answer continued, "Do you love Allah?"
"No, I'm Christian, but yes I love Allah." That stumped the little girl only momentarily, because she had yet to get to her point. "Allah would be happier if you had clothes on the baby," she revealed, twisting her hair and pointing at her own clothes. Her mother was sitting in the sand twenty feet away, fully covered, and I wondered what conversation had motivated the girl to share her theology. "No, it's ok, the baby is happy and Allah doesn't mind. I didn't bring extra clothes, and they would get wet."
"Do you pray?" she continued, trying to plumb the depth of my knowledge of Allah.
"Not every day, only once a week at church," I said.
Jenna shook her head gravely. "You must pray every day. Don't go anywhere to pray. Men should go to the mosque but girls can pray at home. If you love Allah and pray, you will go to heaven."
And we left it at that, an interfaith dialogue on religion and the merits of clothing, but no hard feelings on either side. I let the baby play, naked, until I felt the time turning heavy. I picked up little Iola Therese and started tromping through the sand back to the restaurant where John sat waiting for the check. Babies can be naked, I kept telling herself. I remember playing naked on the street in front of my childhood home as a three-year old, but perhaps the reason I remember is because someone remarked that it was not appropriate for a little girl. Keeping babies from going naked is related to a fear of lurking pedophiles, and keeping women covered from head to toe is related to a fear of tempting lust. But why bother, if you have other measures in place to stop them? No one will lay a hand on my baby while I stand within inches of her, and no one would lay an eye on Pashto women even if they were uncovered, for fear of the wrath of brothers and fathers. I start to get worked up thinking about this, when middle-aged women who have had nine children completely veil themselves and then, for good measure, turn their back on my husband, while I am sitting there next to him. I think of this as a direct insult to me. My husband only has eyes for me. Why would he look at anyone else, and why are you implying that he would?
Oh well, this is why conversations with six-year old girls are easier than conversations with their mothers.
"Are you Muslim?" Jenna asked and without waiting for an answer continued, "Do you love Allah?"
"No, I'm Christian, but yes I love Allah." That stumped the little girl only momentarily, because she had yet to get to her point. "Allah would be happier if you had clothes on the baby," she revealed, twisting her hair and pointing at her own clothes. Her mother was sitting in the sand twenty feet away, fully covered, and I wondered what conversation had motivated the girl to share her theology. "No, it's ok, the baby is happy and Allah doesn't mind. I didn't bring extra clothes, and they would get wet."
"Do you pray?" she continued, trying to plumb the depth of my knowledge of Allah.
"Not every day, only once a week at church," I said.
Jenna shook her head gravely. "You must pray every day. Don't go anywhere to pray. Men should go to the mosque but girls can pray at home. If you love Allah and pray, you will go to heaven."
And we left it at that, an interfaith dialogue on religion and the merits of clothing, but no hard feelings on either side. I let the baby play, naked, until I felt the time turning heavy. I picked up little Iola Therese and started tromping through the sand back to the restaurant where John sat waiting for the check. Babies can be naked, I kept telling herself. I remember playing naked on the street in front of my childhood home as a three-year old, but perhaps the reason I remember is because someone remarked that it was not appropriate for a little girl. Keeping babies from going naked is related to a fear of lurking pedophiles, and keeping women covered from head to toe is related to a fear of tempting lust. But why bother, if you have other measures in place to stop them? No one will lay a hand on my baby while I stand within inches of her, and no one would lay an eye on Pashto women even if they were uncovered, for fear of the wrath of brothers and fathers. I start to get worked up thinking about this, when middle-aged women who have had nine children completely veil themselves and then, for good measure, turn their back on my husband, while I am sitting there next to him. I think of this as a direct insult to me. My husband only has eyes for me. Why would he look at anyone else, and why are you implying that he would?
Oh well, this is why conversations with six-year old girls are easier than conversations with their mothers.
some writings
There's two things I'm really proud of in this week's Review. I'm going to copy and paste the first paragraph here, but it's worth looking at the photos online and reading the whole thing. The first is John's story about remittances, which he worked really hard on. He wrote it before we went to Cambodia, took a break to do the Cambodia reporting, and then came back and stayed up many nights editing and finishing. I'm proud of it because I didn't kill him. The second is about a concert Martha, Lauren and I went to on Monday in Dubai. I loved the concert, and then writing it... I don't know how to explain it, somehow it made me feel like I was helping to put these subaltern labourers' voices on the map. Of course the people who organized the concert really did, but then none of the press coverage mentioned these guys' names, or bothered to interview them. I loved interviewing them. It made me want to be a journalist. Of course I love Bollywood songs, too.
Bringing it all back home
February 19, 2010, John Gravois
Down the glass-fronted row of exchange houses along Abu Dhabi’s Liwa Street – the city’s unofficial remittance district, where hundreds of security cameras monitor a long, intermittent border-fence of plexiglas teller windows – Maridel Estrelles walked briskly one recent afternoon carrying a glossy faux-leather handbag and, as usual, a wallet full of other people’s money. Trying to keep pace alongside her was a young Bangladeshi man in a spread-collared shirt named Zilani, who carried a small, scuffed laptop folio with flimsy turquoise piping. They were rushing to catch a taxi to the Musaffah Industrial District, 30 minutes away, hoping to arrive there ahead of the clattering buses bound home for the labour camps at sundown.
Whistle while you work: An unlaboured concert in Dubai
February 19, 2010, Rose Dakin
The other night, Mukesh Manilal Patel stood in front of a jam-packed room and opened his mouth to sing. “Hera, hera”, he started, hushing the raucous crowd as his voice filled the space: up to the tall industrial ceilings, across the floors strewn with giant bean bags and down the shelves full of art supplies along the walls. It was standing-room only at the JamJar art gallery, and home-made cupcakes were Dh10 each. The winners of Western Union’s inter-labour camp “Camp ka Champ” singing competition had come to make an appearance in the heart of Dubai’s Al Quoz hub for the aspiring creative class.
Bringing it all back home
February 19, 2010, John Gravois
Down the glass-fronted row of exchange houses along Abu Dhabi’s Liwa Street – the city’s unofficial remittance district, where hundreds of security cameras monitor a long, intermittent border-fence of plexiglas teller windows – Maridel Estrelles walked briskly one recent afternoon carrying a glossy faux-leather handbag and, as usual, a wallet full of other people’s money. Trying to keep pace alongside her was a young Bangladeshi man in a spread-collared shirt named Zilani, who carried a small, scuffed laptop folio with flimsy turquoise piping. They were rushing to catch a taxi to the Musaffah Industrial District, 30 minutes away, hoping to arrive there ahead of the clattering buses bound home for the labour camps at sundown.
Whistle while you work: An unlaboured concert in Dubai
February 19, 2010, Rose Dakin
The other night, Mukesh Manilal Patel stood in front of a jam-packed room and opened his mouth to sing. “Hera, hera”, he started, hushing the raucous crowd as his voice filled the space: up to the tall industrial ceilings, across the floors strewn with giant bean bags and down the shelves full of art supplies along the walls. It was standing-room only at the JamJar art gallery, and home-made cupcakes were Dh10 each. The winners of Western Union’s inter-labour camp “Camp ka Champ” singing competition had come to make an appearance in the heart of Dubai’s Al Quoz hub for the aspiring creative class.
Abu Dhabi in winter
Happy New Year everyone!
We've had a lot of visitors coming through, which is great for Iola and us too. It started with John's sister Melanie, who came for Christmas. We went to Jordan with her. Iola started calling her Titi. She left on New Year's Eve's afternoon, which we celebrated after dropping her off at the airport in Dubai on her way to Paris. We drove back to Abu Dhabi and invited a couple from downstairs to hang out on our patio.
Colin Wambsgans came on New Year's day, and was here for twelve days on his winter break from CalArts-composing-grad-school. He'd been really excited about going to Yemen, but the US and British embassies there closed down because of the bomber connections, and it didn't seem like a good time to go, what with the ongoing war going on in the north and south of Sanaa too. I was secretly relieved about the embassies. I'd been nervous about bringing Iola. I probably would have stayed inside the whole time, looking at the city -- purportedly the most beautiful in the world -- through hotel windows. Instead John and Colin went to a Yemeni restaurant, and loved it. We did go to the Mussandam peninsula in Oman, though, and camped on a beautiful little beach right by an ancient Omani cemetery. We went swimming in the morning, the water was perfect and there were little tropical fish everywhere, and we hiked up a cliff and looked down onto sea turtles. We drove to Khasab and explored a fort museum, and took a boat out for two hours to see the archipelago from the water. It was a lot of driving for just one night, but still great to get out and see it again. It had been a year since John, Iola and I went with Lauren and her Portuguese friend. That time we camped on top of the cliff, not realizing our little car could make it down to the beach. You have to do everything at least once here, before doing it right the next time. On our way back to Abu Dhabi we tried to stop at the Burj Dubai/Khalifa, but it was too frustrating. You have to enter from the Dubai Mall, the biggest mall in the world, which is a terrifying place. Last time we went to that mall John and I lost each other, and Iola was three months old, and neither of us had our phones, and I couldn't remember where the car was parked. I sat outside a restroom and cried for forty minutes until he found us. He'd been frantically running around to multiple restrooms looking for us. Maybe the Dubai Mall will require three times before we get it right.
We had a couple days to ourselves and then my friend Maggie Cummings came with her fiance Matt from Boston on their way to India. They only stayed for two days and were really interested in markets and old stuff, so we went to the fish market at Meena and the old souq and museum in Dubai. We also stopped in time for the tour of the grand mosque, which gets more beautiful every day. Now they are gone; I dropped them off at the airport this morning.
We are breathlessly waiting for Nathan and Kelly to come day after tomorrow with their baby Loretta. We haven't met Loretta yet, despite being so close for so many months. We want to go camping with them too, maybe to Wadi Bih, but we have to rent a bigger car to fit the babyseats and all of us. Right after we drop them off, John, Iola and I are heading to Cambodia. John is doing a story on the resettlement of Phnom Penh after the fall of the Khmer Rouge for the Review, dusting off some old notes from when he lived there, and I'll write something on traveling with Iola. We're staying with Brian Calvert, who we lived with in DC and haven't seen in two years. We'll be back on the 31st of January, and then... John and Martha arrive on February 2nd! They will stay until the first week of March.
In the background of all this, we took on a roommate to reduce our rent. Mohamed is a New Yorker-Egyptian, we really like him, he works a lot and Iola calls him Hamed. He's 22 and comes from a big family so he jokes with her a lot. I don't know how long he'll stay with us; but it's nice for now.
We've had a lot of visitors coming through, which is great for Iola and us too. It started with John's sister Melanie, who came for Christmas. We went to Jordan with her. Iola started calling her Titi. She left on New Year's Eve's afternoon, which we celebrated after dropping her off at the airport in Dubai on her way to Paris. We drove back to Abu Dhabi and invited a couple from downstairs to hang out on our patio.
Colin Wambsgans came on New Year's day, and was here for twelve days on his winter break from CalArts-composing-grad-school. He'd been really excited about going to Yemen, but the US and British embassies there closed down because of the bomber connections, and it didn't seem like a good time to go, what with the ongoing war going on in the north and south of Sanaa too. I was secretly relieved about the embassies. I'd been nervous about bringing Iola. I probably would have stayed inside the whole time, looking at the city -- purportedly the most beautiful in the world -- through hotel windows. Instead John and Colin went to a Yemeni restaurant, and loved it. We did go to the Mussandam peninsula in Oman, though, and camped on a beautiful little beach right by an ancient Omani cemetery. We went swimming in the morning, the water was perfect and there were little tropical fish everywhere, and we hiked up a cliff and looked down onto sea turtles. We drove to Khasab and explored a fort museum, and took a boat out for two hours to see the archipelago from the water. It was a lot of driving for just one night, but still great to get out and see it again. It had been a year since John, Iola and I went with Lauren and her Portuguese friend. That time we camped on top of the cliff, not realizing our little car could make it down to the beach. You have to do everything at least once here, before doing it right the next time. On our way back to Abu Dhabi we tried to stop at the Burj Dubai/Khalifa, but it was too frustrating. You have to enter from the Dubai Mall, the biggest mall in the world, which is a terrifying place. Last time we went to that mall John and I lost each other, and Iola was three months old, and neither of us had our phones, and I couldn't remember where the car was parked. I sat outside a restroom and cried for forty minutes until he found us. He'd been frantically running around to multiple restrooms looking for us. Maybe the Dubai Mall will require three times before we get it right.
We had a couple days to ourselves and then my friend Maggie Cummings came with her fiance Matt from Boston on their way to India. They only stayed for two days and were really interested in markets and old stuff, so we went to the fish market at Meena and the old souq and museum in Dubai. We also stopped in time for the tour of the grand mosque, which gets more beautiful every day. Now they are gone; I dropped them off at the airport this morning.
We are breathlessly waiting for Nathan and Kelly to come day after tomorrow with their baby Loretta. We haven't met Loretta yet, despite being so close for so many months. We want to go camping with them too, maybe to Wadi Bih, but we have to rent a bigger car to fit the babyseats and all of us. Right after we drop them off, John, Iola and I are heading to Cambodia. John is doing a story on the resettlement of Phnom Penh after the fall of the Khmer Rouge for the Review, dusting off some old notes from when he lived there, and I'll write something on traveling with Iola. We're staying with Brian Calvert, who we lived with in DC and haven't seen in two years. We'll be back on the 31st of January, and then... John and Martha arrive on February 2nd! They will stay until the first week of March.
In the background of all this, we took on a roommate to reduce our rent. Mohamed is a New Yorker-Egyptian, we really like him, he works a lot and Iola calls him Hamed. He's 22 and comes from a big family so he jokes with her a lot. I don't know how long he'll stay with us; but it's nice for now.
Swing at the end of the day
It's been a really arduous week for Iola. Thank goodness she can unwind on her new swing!
Arduous because it was my first week of "work." I can't call it work without quotation marks until I get paid, which is not forseeable. I told my "boss" that I don't mind working for free to learn the ropes of the import-export world of Abu Dhabi, but I sure didn't come all the way here to lose money, which is exactly what happened this week, since childcare isn't free anymore. At least the hours are flexible.
Hence Iola's stress. She's learning Pashto from her wonderful babysitter, but so far that learning has only been exhibited in a shrinking of her english vocabulary. While we were in America she spoke about 20 words fairly commonly, and now they have condensed to four: mama, daddy, ball, wee! But mostly mama. Meanwhile her other tools of expressiveness have expanded; when she wants to go for a walk she brings her shoes and points at her backpack and won't take no for an answer.
My "boss" has a lot of colorful stories about Abu Dhabi; he's been here for 35 years. One time, he took a bunch of money out of the bank and put it in an envelope and stuck it in his briefcase. During the course of the day he put it on his desk, where it was forgotten when he left for home. That night he got a call from the airport saying one of his staff members was trying to leave the country. The guy was apprehended with the money and charged with theft.
It turns out that when you are the sponsor for anyone's employment visa, you are notified by SMS or a call when they pass through immigration. Then you have half an hour to figure out why they are leaving the country and can request airport authorities to stop them before they board the plane. Sponsors have a lot of power. This was very interesting to me; I hadn't thought through or heard that detail before.
It is the Haj Eid tomorrow, as well as Thanksgiving, so all the grocery stores are low on supplies. We are celebrating on Friday.
I have a video of this swinging evening at vimeo.
Arduous because it was my first week of "work." I can't call it work without quotation marks until I get paid, which is not forseeable. I told my "boss" that I don't mind working for free to learn the ropes of the import-export world of Abu Dhabi, but I sure didn't come all the way here to lose money, which is exactly what happened this week, since childcare isn't free anymore. At least the hours are flexible.
Hence Iola's stress. She's learning Pashto from her wonderful babysitter, but so far that learning has only been exhibited in a shrinking of her english vocabulary. While we were in America she spoke about 20 words fairly commonly, and now they have condensed to four: mama, daddy, ball, wee! But mostly mama. Meanwhile her other tools of expressiveness have expanded; when she wants to go for a walk she brings her shoes and points at her backpack and won't take no for an answer.
My "boss" has a lot of colorful stories about Abu Dhabi; he's been here for 35 years. One time, he took a bunch of money out of the bank and put it in an envelope and stuck it in his briefcase. During the course of the day he put it on his desk, where it was forgotten when he left for home. That night he got a call from the airport saying one of his staff members was trying to leave the country. The guy was apprehended with the money and charged with theft.
It turns out that when you are the sponsor for anyone's employment visa, you are notified by SMS or a call when they pass through immigration. Then you have half an hour to figure out why they are leaving the country and can request airport authorities to stop them before they board the plane. Sponsors have a lot of power. This was very interesting to me; I hadn't thought through or heard that detail before.
It is the Haj Eid tomorrow, as well as Thanksgiving, so all the grocery stores are low on supplies. We are celebrating on Friday.
I have a video of this swinging evening at vimeo.